miercuri, 20 august 2008

faded in the background

no need to notice me. i can fade in the background. as you have already got used to knowing me there. i've become just like the decorations that nobody seems to see every day. and sometimes if they disappear only a few people notice that, but only when the object is needed. i have become a part of the set, a part of the scene we are playing, even if i'm now just the frame, i no longer have queues and i'm just observing the happenings from your shadow.
guess i'm just starting to become invisible. or melt into the scenery. like the objects in my room that i can find with the lights off, like i know the number of steps to the door, the number of steps until the turn in the hallway. not by number, but as instinct. i know when to stop in front of the door, when to turn in the dark, what to touch and what to do in the house i've been knowing for 24 years.
i have become almost invisible.

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