your body is a wonderland

and now, sitting here alone, lost between happiness and sadness, moving slowly my hands on the keyboard... i don't know how to tell you that i miss you, i miss you holding me when i fall asleep... i will go hug my pillow, looking for your warmth, looking for you, for the safety you give me whenever you are with me, for the way you make me feel, the way you make me forget my worries and my sad thoughts, for the way you make me feel like a child, like a woman, like your childish woman, like your baby girl.

i loose myself in your arms, in you. i loose myself and it doesn't bother me anymore. i'm not trying to find myself, to define myself. i'm with you and it's enough.

i'm comfortable in loosing myself, in loosing my sadness, in loosing the shades of gray that colored the week.

let's cross into the wonderland.
come with me through the looking-glass...